Full Circle

[EvolutionHasBegun]

its been a long time for me. ive been around for what seems like forever. its time i spoke up and said what needed to be said years ago. back in 1996 i walked into the virtual world young and stupid, but with an open mind. ive seen many things since then and have done many things that didnt make the least bit of sense. ive learned, ive grown, and ive gone full circle. i am myself again, but older and wiser. for the longest time i paraded around under the name Spirit, a false representation of myself to say the least. my ego grew, i lost sight of who i really was, became blind to the world and the people around me. i became addicted to chat, became addicted to the attention, to the spotlight. i became deluded, paranoid, and even psychotic. my sense of reality was tainted. i turned into everything i secretly hated. power hungry, cruel, selfish, arrogant, childish, stubborn. that is why i left all this for awhile. that is why my old board was deleted. THIS became too real. i still hafta fight to keep myself from being sucked back into it all sometimes. pretty pathetic isnt it?

[^GOD^]

need a hug?
heidi hugs good.

[demon chloe]

EVo~

Thats a pretty profound statement for a few words.......

You are always growing from what I can see...

Big steps for you my friend.....

Heidi may hug good.....but I do too..... DOGPILES ya [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img]

[Blazey]

Admitting things is half the battle...you know..i'll never be unhappy i met "spirit"..he was always a gentlemen to me...always a fighter..always a protecter...now i also know the man behind the name....and him..i love dearly.. [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img] ..thanks for posting that here..we love you!